Saturday, January 08, 2011
Seriously, I really don't get it. For 22 years of my life, I've never expected anything from you. Not even a birthday present. But, what have I got? No freedom in doing anything, even dyeing my hair also get controlled. I don't know what wrong have I done to deserve this. Is this life yours? Or is it my own? You said I'm rebellious, but in what sense? Am I wrong in doing what I want with my hair? Even such small things I can't have control with? I really don't know what to do. I've had enough. Now you want to control my allowance. Good. I never wanted to take from you in the first place, besides it's not your money, it's father's money. I WILL JOLLY WELL STAY AWAY FROM THIS HOUSE ONCE I GET MY JOB. I think it will satisfy your life without me. I won't anger u anymore, and I wont be a burden to you or father, for that I will be using my own money, not yours. (:
Let's Rock!
4:25 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas everyone!
Hope you have a wonderful time with your loved ones.
Yesterday had a small gathering with my old friends at teoheng. It's a pretty fun one at the singing session. Spamming our voices away like nobody's business. :X
Though my whole day literally has been occupied with the sharing session of our secondary school lives with my junior, it has really been interesting hearing stories of how my school has changed over the years.
Alright. Just a short update. :X
will be back for more.
Let's Rock!
2:56 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
So, you've finally decided to clear things out with me. But it's too late. (:
Let's Rock!
10:52 PM
Monday, November 29, 2010
well well, had a game of blackshot, and guess what i was on the opposing team of her this time round. To my expectations, awkwardness resumes and this time round i show no signs of mercy anymore.
What for play a fps game when you are just to let go of someone on the opposing team even though she's just a friend? I used to be softhearted and control the game, but not anymore now. You, are just any other player I play against. So, if you are so unlucky to be my opponent, then that's just too bad for you. I will show no mercy anymore. You are no one to me anyway. =x! So what if i had accidentally killed you with a knife? Do i need to take extra care so that i wont knife you?
No.
Even if you take out the best weapon, you will still lose me. Afterall, all the skills that you've now is what i taught u last time. But, in case you didn't know, i didn't teach u all of them. (:
Never bite the hand that feeds you, you'll regret.
Let's Rock!
6:51 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
LOL
Let's Rock!
4:34 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
= =!
Fuck it. I'm gonna start a new life.
Fuck all the talks that i wanna say. I think it's better left unsaid, since you have no interest to hear from me in the very first place.
After all the shits I've done for you, you are doing this to me. It's just unfair. I don't deserve that.
That's all for us. GLHF for you.
Strangers from now on. (:
Let's Rock!
8:12 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Emotions are really complicated stuffs. Let alone relationships.
For a moment it can be so pretty and beautiful, just like seeing a rainbow in the sky. Suddenly, for no reason it can turn away and become a bad thunderstorm, or a hurricane.
I don't know what has happened between us that caused this communication break down. I've been wanting to talk but it seems like I've been thinking too much on my part. I hope it is. I'm just the perfect amateur in relationships, and I confess that I've never handle a relationship well. I was on the brink of confession when things turned bad.
It was correct afterall, good guys don't get good endings. I think I'm being too nice to you, really, and we didn't had a real relationship that was put in place. We are just friends right? I guess it's my fault that I went out of the line. I shouldn't have probed too much, or rather show too much concern. I'm just a friend, not anybody else. However, I don't regret knowing you because you've brought me smile to my life. The times we had was nice and I really enjoyed it. I'll miss them.
It was a rainy morning today, filled with emotions and disappointment. I could only say this much. Perhaps it is time for me to move on. (:
Let's Rock!
12:31 PM
