Thursday, November 30, 2006
haiz..guess feelings are just really fragile.i feel terrible. i cant accept the fact tat she's going to leave me. i cant do anything. my heart hurts ='(. she kept saying she hurt me but i think she just dont want me to blame myself tats all.Like this, i feel even more upset and guilty. i've caused her to be hurt and she still need to take the fault from me. i noe she still loves me, and i still love her. but its jus tat incident tat kept us out. i really hate myself. i tot all will be going smoothly and sweetly, but just because of one mistake, it all turned out to be sour and bitter. im so miserable now. i want her back but she kept herself away from me. haiz..its all over..but we can still be frens..i hope i can win her heart back..
Let's Rock!
9:57 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
hellish days..i regretted on wad i've done..really regret it.argh..im feeling so useless. can only sit there and stone and i cant do anything to improve the situation.I CANT DO ANYTHING!~! there's so much i wanna say but i dont think there's any point saying it here. haiz...wad can i do?
Let's Rock!
5:11 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
Just came back from chalet, super tired..i didnt slept a wink last nite..lols..cant sleep ba..now desperately looking for jobs. Anyone who has some jobs can intro? haha..any job will do..cuz the newspapers those that are hiring students are normally hiring female students..wtf..tats why i have to search and search again. Haiz..feeling real down today..dono why..
Let's Rock!
6:11 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
hey hey...came back to blog again..first day after end of A lvls..hahaha..pretty boring no aim in doing anything. Last time at least i know wad to do everyday after sch - that is to mug. well, for now, since there are no exams, i realised that i have an empty space in my brain. Stoning and staring at the computer screen everyday, doing nth...hahaha.. By next week or december i must find a job! or i can go pick up my driving license.. anything but stoning. LOL hmmm i heard that the new vivo city at harbourfront is pretty big and there are lots of shops there..hope that i can find a job there for this 4 months of free time ba.haha..anyone got lobang can drop it at the tag box.. thx alot! haha..okays..some of my friend must wait till next week before the end of their exams..i hereby wish them good luck!~ haha..hmmm..i cant wait for 21st November..argh..hahaha..xD
Let's Rock!
9:52 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
yes! finally a new blog skin..hahaha..today marks the end of A lvls! im free, or rather still stressed about my results. have i done well? i think i did..i have tried my best to do this exams..drenched every bit of my brain juice..lols..Hope for the best ba..haha Looking for more outings from my friends..Anyone got go somewhere fun must call me k? lols..whee..
Let's Rock!
10:19 PM
