Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Again
Yui.
I am supposed to pursue my dreamin this narrow winding road,
stuttering in the crowds of people.
It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.
Tears do not end a sin.
We have to carry it with us throughin this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?Is it this thing called "reality"?
"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.
I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.
Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow.
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand.
I closed my eyes,
but I could still see things I do not want to see.
Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting somethingfrom this thing called "reality".
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.
How do I open the next door?
I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.
There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,so I want to become stronger.
I feel the nostalgia. I welcome this pain.
Let's Rock!
9:33 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Caught this sunset while on my way to bball.
I think it's pretty well taken despite my lousy 2megapix handphone.
=X
tomorrow will be a historical date.
Let's Rock!
11:28 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Update, Update.
I guess nowadays sch have been really busy.
Bus very crowded now and then.
CCA selection has been opened.
What CCA should i join?
Sports?
hmmmm....
Let's Rock!
10:59 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I Am Very TIRED.
Let's Rock!
9:27 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Felt that today's horoscope for aries is pretty interesting.
Horoscope for April 20, 2009
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
The Bottom Line
Watch for frustration with your bank account right now. Numbers are very tricky now.
In Detail
Watch for frustration with your bank account right now. You can get a handle on the stress your money issues are causing, but only if you keep cool. Now is not the time to react with dramatic and panicky changes. Cut back on your budget too much, and you'll only beat yourself up when you aren't able to live with such stringent guidelines. You can find a middle ground, making small changes that will make a big difference over time. Do not be impatient about this.
I am really running out of cash now.
Let's Rock!
9:10 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Have been pretty much tired nowadays.
Am I growing old?
I felt like a man trapped in a kid's body. =X
After a long break ever since I left military, finally I'm back on studies.
This time, I really felt rusty. Perhaps 2 years without touching books and stationeries really made me a noob.
3days of orientation has already ended. Engineering sch these days have changed.
It's no longer the old 'engineering' sector whereby you see like 80% males and 20% females.
This time, it is a much better 50/50.
Schools will be starting tomorrow. Finally, I'm getting back into routines. (though i really dislike that.) However, a life without routine is as good as nothing. It also mean that I must really save up now. Because, right now, I'm unemployed and I'm a student which also means that I've no income and I have to spent some money in the term of studying.
And, I seriously do not wish to take money from my parents because I've grown up and I'm an adult now.
Wish me the best of luck then!
Let's Rock!
5:24 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
What will you wish for?
Let's Rock!
6:54 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
finally turned 21.
I'm so happy today.
Although i didnt organise any celebrations, ( cuz i might be thinking that simplicity is still the best. )i still really enjoyed alot today even though im with my nicest friends.
I'm glad that i know you guys. (thanks andy!)
Yeah, not forgetting the nicely wrapped presents. Really appreciate alot on your effort, although i know i knocked the door at a wrong time. LOL
It was a nice gift. Thanks!
(btw, i think someone was way more 'high' than me, as if on drugs. eat too much pills ady. =x)
And...my brother.
He's got enlisted. This time in a different sch and a different company.
All the best to him!
Let's Rock!
12:27 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
I guess I've much more to improve...
at least had some improvement as a player, a son, a friend, a buddy or a brother.
my brother's going in for enlistment in less than 24hrs time.
wish him good luck.
having heard that my friends are doing well nowadays, I'm glad.
Keep going.
3 more days, and I'll be independant.
Let's Rock!
12:43 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
五月天 - 突然好想你
词/曲：阿信
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们 还是要奔向各自的幸福 和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚 绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息
Happy Birthday to LiLblue & Michiyo!
Let's Rock!
12:20 AM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Yeah, did this quiz and I've got this.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Let's Rock!
2:05 AM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
ALL TREATS ARE ON ME TODAY!
For more information, pls contact me via msn or handphone.
All are welcomed.
Because I'm leaving off for good, so take it as a farewell meal then. (:
And..
happy april fool's day.
happy birthday, 外婆.
Let's Rock!
10:59 AM
