Thursday, July 31, 2008
July '08
At this last hour of July, nothing has changed. Perhaps in my life, in this year, has been pretty a busy and hectic one. Probably dull too.
Singles and doubles. Both will never tally. Never will.
Being single?Yes, i am still single. Nothing fanciful, perhaps just lack some colours in life that's all. I dont need a partner, 'need'. There's a big difference between a need and a want. It will be good to have one, maybe?
July is the month of enlistment for most of my great friends. Happy and sad to see them in there. Happy that they have joined the force with me, and they are experiencing what i had been going through for the past 1 yr and 4 months. Time flies indeed. Now, i am looking forward to coming out whereas they are looking forward to 'booking' out. =) A major difference.
Alot may ask between me and her. I will still reply the same answer: ' i do not know.' Maybe fate has played us out in the first place. Having us to know each other for 4 years, and not having enough time to meet up within this 4 yrs. Strange? Have you ever know a girl for so long without going out frequently? If yes, you do share the same fate as me.
I love the sky. (random)
August is coming, very soon. It is a lousy month for me. A really bad one i must say. Tons of sailings and preparations for inspections. I hope August can pass really fast. Can't wait for next yr to arrive.
真的很想和你私奔到月球，过我们的世界。
Let's Rock!
11:05 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
[開天窗]
一隻鯨魚 要怎麼放進冰箱 打開門 然後用力關冰箱
然後呢 如果你還想要 放一隻大象
一份希望 要怎麼放進心臟 如果你 活的有一點悲傷
答案是 用力丟掉鯨魚 用力甩悲傷
是誰說半夜不能吃便當 是誰說彩虹不能長頭上
是誰說藍色就等於憂傷 你看看天空和海洋
順風時就展開雙翅飛翔 逆風時就當成在衝浪
沒有風的時候那就讓我 開開天窗
一句歌詞 怎麼讓你很難忘 方文山 林夕和我都在想
想破頭 也鑽不進一個 緊閉的心房
一個難題 要用多少的智商 多少淚 還有多少的盼望
多少人 變成緊閉門窗 孤獨的國王
Let's Rock!
10:05 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Blender. A good or bad mixture?Just another busy week has started, with all the maintenance stuffs and works going all around this week till next week. Pretty horrendous, and horribly tired. However, my spirit is still alive.
I've been trying to learn as many things as possible during these days. I felt that I am lacking alot of skills in this world, and i've left out much more things during my high school days. Indeed, college days should be rather fun and meaningful but i somehow screwed it up. =X
Driving, guitar, and japanese language.
Perhaps driving should come first. Yup. Guitar lessons can be practised everyday at home, as for japanese language, just get enough contact with it. =)
Yes, and i've been keeping myself busy at home nowadays too. Guess what, i am actually spending time watching dramas, japanese dramas. For such an unemotional person like me to pick this up is actually something pretty surprising. Well, it has been really interesting for it to arouse my attention.
Music wise i've really been thinking about it seriously.
My future?
Perhaps it is music.
Let's Rock!
10:54 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
It has always been my dream to visit Japan. Places like Tokyo, Hokkaido, Okasa, and many many other places is an attraction. I just lack financial back up for such places.
As compared to here, where i am living now, Japan seems to be of a better places with better living environment. Besides every year, there's spring summer autumn and winter. A total different world from here. >.<
Anyway, migrating there has crossed my mind several times. I stayed here is because i have my family and friends here. If i happen to be alone i would rather migrate over there. At most i end up taking more time for learning their language and culture.
Yes, i will......
I will still continue to bear with the remaining days of my NS career, even though it's just only 7 months away...
a moment to work hard for...Let's Rock!
5:05 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
This, has been going on weekly for the past few weeks till recently, paused for those who went into the 'cage' - a steel area with less freedom.
Recently, life's been boring on Sundays. Especially with fewer people around and lesser basketball sessions. I miss those moments. Teamwork has been gradually building up each time we stepped into the court. Even for a simple game, it will just be that nice.
It's been a week since they left for that island - Pulau Tekong. Nothing has changed. We, the rest are still carrying on with our lives as usual, is just that dinner and supper has been compromised alot since they went in. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step - an important step in life.
9 more days to go, my buddies.
7 months to go, weilong.
がんばってください！
i miss those teamwork moments...
Let's Rock!
9:35 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
2 different world. Me and her.the distance between us grows further and further...maybe i dont bother, however it is a fact, that we are drifting apart. Time is a major factor that separates us. Each time i asked for a date, i get rejected. why?
No time.
Perhaps it is the schedule that most of the people in our country has that makes life so dull living in here. As compared to the world outside, this world that i am living in is a total busy world, and it is really messy sometimes. Our lives gets bothered with work and nothing else.
2 days of off per week doesnt ever seems enough, for the most of us. Yet, some may put in effort to at least squeeze out some precious time for meetings and stuffs. However, in my case, i see a dim little candle light that maybe blown out by a breeze anytime.
Yes, maybe it is time to give up. Anyway, i am not really ready for a relationship in the first place. I have friends who still want my company. I dont wanna chop of my time for them. I enjoyed being in that company of friends.
24hours a day isn't ever enough, especially for weekends. = =!
Let's Rock!
10:20 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
How many chances do we get in life?
One? Two? Three?
Sometimes it is just pure coincident that we get our chances. Yup, for mistakes that we've done and seeking forgiveness.
However, there's this person that made my life very difficult and very hard to forgive and forget.
He, indeed cause alot of trouble and unfairness for me. Sad to say, we were once good friends. Nonetheless, after all these troubles that he've caused, I decided to break away.
He is a friend i knew onboard since joining 69. Didn't know that he was such a backstabber and a troublemaker. The worst treatment for him ever was to let him go as he wishes. ばか！
Nevertheless, I was glad to be back home after a day's work. It was indeed a good thing to sit on the bus and enjoy the sceneries on the ride back home. I just like sight seeing, especially at the blue sky with infinite areas of potential.
Rainbow was what i saw today.
Sometimes i wonder how is like to be walking down the rainbow like crossing a bridge in the sky. How fantasies may bring up the surprises beneath. Maybe i'm crazy. However, this rainbow that showed in the sky makes my day worth.
I'm actually suffering from Monday blues since this morning. What actually worsen this is the guard provost. He made me do stupid things that includes reading out ur nric number at the gate one by one. さいきょのばか！
Rainbows are great isn't it?
Let's Rock!
8:25 PM
Blender. A good or bad mixture?
a moment to work hard for...
How many chances do we get in life?
