Wednesday, November 28, 2007
我是超人！
好累啊！
昨夜只睡了两小时的我，早上起床时差点睁不开眼睛。真得好累。花了整夜的时间，在船上看守。好逊！而且好选不选，偏选在深夜2.30到5.30的时间轮回看守。这种时间，如果隔天说我睡得十分充沛是骗人的啦！
那当然，换句话说，昨夜我只睡了一个半小时。听清楚，一个半小时！连我自己也不敢相信，我竟然还有足够精神，继续下半天的工作。我敢说，我是个超人！哈哈！
说到超人，他具有超能力，能够主宰世间的一切，在漫画书里，超人是世界的和平使者。通常漫画里的人物都很神气，不过超人，使当中看起来最普通，但具有最多超能力的人。小时候，经常注意某个幼儿频道，抓看超人节目的片断时间。不久，我也是个‘超人谜’，开始朝着父母购买超人的人体模型。因为它在每个小孩子的心目中，是个不败的英雄，是多数小孩崇拜的对象。我当时也会经常幻想自己是个超人，拯救世界，使市民当中的浩劫。
梦归梦，如今已近长大成人了，这个‘超人’在心目中的地位，也不足以称第一了。长大过程中，多多少少误解许多幼小的联想。其实，‘超人’也只不过是个平凡的人，并不存在这个世界。
我想，‘超人’只是个名字，真正的超人，就在我心中。
Let's Rock!
9:49 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
如果一天内有30小时，那该有多好！
这几天的忙碌，让我十分喘不过气。天天工作，没得好休息。每周只能跟我那群兄弟聚一会儿，就是星期日早晨打篮球的时候。可是，这周开始，我的周末都被打扰了。原因在于，我得回船报到值班。每三日一天的职务，让我十分受不了，吃不消。
而且最近，我那群该死的兄弟们，都十分忙碌。能在网上碰面已经很走运了，更何况还约他们出来。不过他们还算讲义气，能抽空出来打个球，打麻将。不过至今和往日比起来，的确看得出差别在哪里。当时的我们，都数都在就学，在学府的地位还算是满小的，所以也没什么功课或作业，计划等等。再加上一点，大家都是单身汉，约出来也十分地方便。现在，大家都有很多的工作，比如功课，课外活动，佳人有约，等等。想在周日约他们出来可说是不可能办到的一件事。只好等他们都毕业吧！
如果一天有三十个小时，那该有多好！能玩得更久、更爽！现在的我，就好像笼子里的鸟儿，飞也飞不出。叫天天不应，叫地地不灵。
不过还有五星期，我就重获自由了！只好咬紧牙关，忍下去吧！
自由就在最终等待。
Let's Rock!
9:28 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
天空
蓝蓝的天，白白的云，晾凉的风。天空就是我从小以来一直要去的地方。但是至今还没实现这个梦想。天，代表着自由，对我而言，自由就是一切。当你在一个像地狱般的地方咬紧牙关、紧握双拳的埋头苦干尔却没一丝的自由，抬头往上天，看着广阔的天空，心里会感到与众不同。
我在里头拼命地熬，拼命地忍。但是始终还是忍不下去，躺下来了。单单两天在里头，就把我整个人变成一个好几千年没洗过半滴血的僵尸。渴望着回家的我，时时刻刻都在对自己埋怨，为什么他们都要这样对我们。他家都是人，是从母亲怀胎十月生出来的，又不是什么畜牲，硬要把我们给吃掉似的。好卑鄙，好没人性。
天空根大海比起来，更多的自由，更多的空间呼吸。大海只有暴风雨，只会带来灾害。天空也充满了很多神秘的东西，变化也很多。只有在天空，能看见星星，看见彩虹，看见月亮，看见太阳。海上除了会吃人的鲨鱼，有时还会把船给吞进肚子里。在天空翱翔的鸟儿，自由自在，毫无约束。反而在地球上的人类，天天都为生活而烦恼。
如有来生，我会选择做鸟儿。展翅高飞。
Let's Rock!
6:34 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
彩虹
大家好！我回来咯！好不容易熬过了四天三夜的海游，终于回到了地面。时分疲累。
不过，在这繁忙的四天，我的眼界也开了不少。海上的生活让我体会了大自然的美，也学会了许许多多不同的东西。这一趟到南中国海，一去就去了四天，因为我们的战舰得到公海试枪。不过一路上也看到了一些平常所看不到的东西。海豚、彩虹、都是我的同伴。也少不了我国一直和领国争辩的白礁岛。海路上也看见了许多货船，显示了新加坡港口繁忙的景象。
最难忘的是第二天的夜晚，在呼呼沉睡的我好不容易起床，爬到了观景室，一望出去，快被吓个四脚朝天。天空一片暗红、雷电交加。眼看一场海上暴风雨即将来临，心里感到十分紧张。由于第一次出海四天的关系，所以心里也会盈盈作祟。过了不久，暴风雨果然来了。这一次，船摇晃的特别的利害！幸亏，这一次我晕船的老毛病没发作。暴风雨持续了四小时，船也跟着摇了四小时。这四小时可真是生命中最长的四小时。
第三天的实弹演习中与完毕了。终于能松了一口气。大家都非常疲惫不已。在第四天接近靠岸的两小时，每个人都打起了最后一丝的精神，准备为船靠岸。看见大家打起了精神，我也不例外。不过，在靠岸时，我差点就睡着了。哈哈！我那该死的搭档还说：‘喂！等靠岸了才回家睡吧！’ 而他自己还比我早入睡。真是的。
好了，现在终于到家了，还是家里的枕头够软。
Let's Rock!
7:39 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
beautiful scenery
a close-up shot of volleyball
Hua lalalala~!
yeah, it has been a really good day today despite struggling to fight against the amount of fatigue that has accumulated inside my body. i realised that whenever a person feels high and happy, he will tend to forget about his fatigue and there's a special surge of energy that can run his body for the whole of the day. i dono the name of this energy, can call it adrenaline but doesnt seem like adrenaline. yep, so i just described it as it is.
we went to sentosa in the morning. finally, after much waiting we went down to siloso beach and have fun. it's been quite sometime since we had fun at sentosa. really. as described by lilado, aka wy, it's a once in a lifetime opportunity for us. but im sure there will be future follow-ups though. so its not really a 'once-in-a-lifetime' thing. LOL save the word for marriage then. =P
as u can see from the pics, there aren't alot of pple in the morning. haha so we have some space to run around and play some volleyball, captain's ball, etc etc. however the number increases when time goes by till the afternoon. yup, we saw a group of foreigners playing volleyball and were quite jealous of them. they played pretty well and we can see them having fun. nice play!
after having some dips in the seawater, we washed up and went back to vivocity to have our lunch at.....4pm?! hahaha yeah 4pm. due to some delay and stuffs. finally reached carls junior at 4pm. spent quite some $$ on the meal but its worth it cuz of the free flow of drinks that they provide. drink till almost bloated. and also tasted the worst drink ever made by lilado aka wy again. LOL he made some weird tea without adding the sugar. so it tastes really bitter. =X
80. took bus 80 back to hougang after the meal. its a very long bus journey ride back home. talked lots of things on the bus, though almost 80% are crap stuffs. its fun. haha kc and yismo got knocked out completely during the bus ride. can see la, the ride is so long and bumpy.
overall today has been fun. haha how i wish every weekend is like this. really.
my finger is swollen again. =X
Let's Rock!
8:03 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
海
地球的百分之70 是海水，多数分于四个大海洋。它，可是一个神秘的地方。里头装满了很多人都没发现的秘密。这就是我的家。
昨天，正好风调雨顺，船长打算开船出海试枪。没想到，平常对海有恐惧的我，竟然没晕船？！也许是因为船体形庞大的关系。可是在大海中不停地晃是在所难免的，直到现在我的身体也还在摇晃。飘在海上，感觉特别的累。单方面是因为多数时间在克服晕船的关系。不过只因为我们在船上被称为最年幼的晚辈，所以工作也特别地多。手掌也起了疱疹。
好不容易熬到了傍晚，我们才能有休息的时间。感觉好像在永不着地的船上飘着。望出瞭望台，看见一望无迹的大海，心里感到一种辛酸。工作了一整天，船终于靠岸了。我都一直盼望着回家，吃顿丰富的晚餐。可是，最后还是被逼留在船上看守到明晨。真逊！好像好好地揍守头一顿！
就因为这样，使得我无法参加好朋友的生日会。心里实在过意不去。我是个非常讲义气的朋友，相信这种内疚感会在我心里带段日子吧。对不起了朋友。生日快乐！
下周出海到南中国海，会更凶吧。
Let's Rock!
11:48 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
一件白色的衬衫。 白色的周日，黑色的周末。
今天就像是奇迹的出现，让我能在此又对着手提电脑下毒手。哈哈哈。原本在69号船的我，竟让我一跳，越过了70号，到了71号战舰。这里的船长，船员，都充满了一种浓厚的家族精神，把整艘船给弄成一个大家庭。更惊的是，他们把我着刚从训练为实习的小伙子给收进了他们的大家庭。让我感到了一种独特的归属感。
这件白色的衬衫，就从早便贴在我身上，直到我顺利的禀报到71。可是出门时就没这么走运，像是踩到了‘米田共’似的。在路旁急忙的挥叫德士，却没一个是空的。后来便来了个超级巨无霸，占了上风，抢走了我好不容易等到的德士。真有够衰的！
我想，这件白色的衬衫，会长时期地陪伴我的周日。它，可算是新加坡的骄傲，也是新加坡的守护神。穿着它的人，当然也会变得更加帅气多了！哈 我在说我吗？
但在周末时分，白马王子变成了黑道人物！忍者！别担心，我不会在人家的屋顶上行走的啦！开玩笑，这样还得了吗？对，就是个黑道人物，穿着黑衣在街头走的黑人！因为在周末，都会和那几个黑色会小子团聚。会中老大也会在场，谁敢不黑？嘿嘿！
不要怀疑，白马王子是个黑人！黑道中人。
Let's Rock!
9:29 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
tml will be my new journey on board ship. many many uncertainties lies ahead. and many many things will happen. life will be very different again. hope i can adapt to that new lifestyle and hope time will quickly pass.
at this time when im typing all these, i felt quite screwed up inside. its the same feelings that i've delt with exactly 4mths ago when i passed out from BMT. and exactly 2mths ago from JRC. its the same feeling all over again. pple call it the 'blue' feeling. wonder why among all colours they picked blue instead. lmao.
okay, guess i will tend to miss alot of things here. i will miss my family, my friends, my guitar, my drumsticks, my lappy, my outings, my home. life will be tough outside but i guess i will be tougher. cuz im really stubborn ever since the day i was born. nevertheless, just hope this 'stubbornness' will stay with me throughout the last one and half yrs ahead till i ORD.
alright, these few days i haven been sleeping well. haha cuz played too much games till late night. shall go sleep now. good night! oyasuminasai~!
jia you everyone! may ur dreams come true. =)
Let's Rock!
11:19 PM
ahhh!!! Arsenal 2 - 2 Manchester United!! it was almost going to be a win when gallas strike a late equaliser to keep arsenal on top of the league table. wasted...i would have wished man utd to win, but results showed otherwise. anyway this match is fair and the goals they scored are deserving. but it was so close to winning at that moment. so close....
well, i watched the match at andy's house, he was sneezing badly. lol perhaps got caught with a flu or somebody must have cursed him the whole day. =x take care man.
played mahjong before and after the match. as usual, i won most of the matches i played. but after rm took over my seat i realised that the chips i've won that was left is only a few. eh? haha maybe this shows i have better luck in playing mahjong. LOL! dont beat me up pls, i dont mean it. =P
tml will be my last day of leave. sad. hope its another beautiful and fun day~
Let's Rock!
12:11 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
Seoul Garden - A garden full of souls =P
yea, just had a nice and fulfilling dinner at seoul garden just now. didnt know that tonight is probably the 'last' dinner i had with bcube and ppg. happy yet sad. to think for the rest of the 2 mths till the end of the year i will be spending it with 'her' - a ship.
its nice to receive a phone call from a fren telling me to take care of myself and sorts, i really appreciate that. its also very nice to receive nice sms or message wishing me the best. at this point of life, our social circle really shrinks with time. lesser and lesser frens to go out with, to share problems. so to have frens that have u on their mind is really a pleasure. =)
after the 5th November, life will be different again. more and more uncertainties stacking up, which means lesser and lesser probability of confirming an outing with my friends. i dare not confirm anything even for weekends let alone weekdays. its just like serving in some organisations which u dont even have confirm time of going out.
yet again, its useless complaining. haha so i just have to spend my time wisely for the moment. =)
Let's Rock!
11:40 PM
beautiful scenery
a close-up shot of volleyball
Hua lalalala~!
