Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Somehow...things seemed to be a little different.
Perhaps we've all grown up. We had lost the 'energy' that we had when we are kids. We tend to feel tired easily. Is this what all of the adults in the world experiencing?
I remembered when I was young, I felt like I had all the energy in the universe. The unlimited amount of energy surging inside the body that lead me to being so hyperactive. Maybe that's why I'm so slim now. The friends and classmates around me are being more or less the same.
Being a kid is so fun, especially the kids nowadays.
Friends in the pasts are much more agreeable and less excuses to come up with. Asking them for an outing is much easier than now. One sms is enough to gather at least 4 to 5 friends for a particularly simple outing already.
Right now, it's getting worse. Other than spending 4 to 5 sms per head for just an exquisite outing, there's still people who are unconfirmed and not available. Perhaps it's just too much commitment for people around this age. Maybe I do not have such commitments to carry out.
Well, there's no fault in this but I'm just saying my point of view that's all.
Life's getting duller everyday. Why? Even though when I'm going to ORD in a couple of months time, I am still feeling bored. Why?
Is it because of the aimless life that I am leading now? If it's so, why do those people who have already ORDed feeling the same way too?
The answer is uncertain, nobody knows. Do you know?
Somehow, my leave for next week's have been scraped off, for unknown reasons. Somehow, they told me that I've overtaken my annual leave for last year so I have to make up for the loss.
'Somehow'....
This word is powerful. It can create wonders. Out of no where they can just tell you that you are needed and off you go. No questions entertained. One word and off you go. This is the power of authority that I'm facing now. They can just take away privileges whenever or wherever they like, there's nothing you can do. Nothing.
Alright, take this post as some sort of a 'complain' post. I really had enough of all these. I'm turning 21 next yr, the coming April. Why is there so many things that I had to swallow? Somehow things are not happening in the way I want. What can I do?
Nothing.
Let's Rock!
4:37 PM
