Friday, December 05, 2008
Emo...
Don't know why the emo-ness came into me today.
Just that i felt that i have alot of things to say but at the same time it isn't really appropriate for me to say.
Thinking..
Am i a person who is really very vulnerable to arrows?
If not, why am i being FORCED to do things that i dont like? Why cant i be selfish for just ONCE so that i wont let you have what u want?
Am i so close with you that i have to do your duty for you?
I dont know why you did this to me. No more of this shit from now on.
Being friendly doesnt mean u can force me to do things that u like which it only benefits you.
Staying at home for the whole day is typically unhealthy for a person like me. Maybe not for others. Because my mind just cant rest. Think and think and think. That's all it does.
Sometimes, those thoughts that i avoided will come in when i sat down and settled in the 'passive' mode.
Anyway, i must set my goals as soon as possible. Till now, i want to excel in basketball. However my knee doesn't allow me to. So, i cant go far with it. Next to this should be guitar already. Doesn't really need alot of physical work, skill based. Yup, so i think i'll settled down for it.
Not forgetting my studies of course. In this super ultimate realistic country whereby it requires a HIGH level of education so that one can survive, all you can do is to STUDY so that it can at least earn you a LITTLE bowl of rice. Isn't it SIMPLE and SWEET?
My friends...are getting a bit out of hand already.
Maybe what Andy said was true. (pls refer to his blog for that.)
Needless me to say.
Deviated.
Let's Rock!
11:52 PM
