Friday, September 19, 2008
There's this big chunk of energy in me that i couldn't tap. A really big chunk.
It seems like it's there for months, ever since i started to feel weirds and stuffs. Maybe i should call it moodswing but it isn't moodswing at all. Hmmm, to call it an anger is also totally out. This energy, which i call it Fire, has been really burning hot in me.
I dont know why, emo songs make me sad(which doesn't affect me that much last time). Yes, that's why it is called emo song for this reason i know. But isn't it strange? My life now..yes...black and white...dull...
However, it doesnt deserve this does it?
My friend told me, i'm actually introvert when im doing nothing. Ya, why should i be so proactive when things doesn't really concern me? He says that i'm very extrovert, especially when it comes to basketball and dotA.
True, of course i must be high on this! these 2 are my life! if i dont get excited over this then why should i live? right??
But, it boils down... I'm an introvert. = =!
Potential. I've been thinking bout this word throughout this week. What is my true potential? What is my talent? What makes me good?
I don't know. Perhaps some advice?? If u know me well enough u can always tell me.
Strength. I realised that i have a very good determination and mental endurance. Maybe is my character. This is very much useful whenever it comes to sports and running. I wont stop, unless i've got my target. Never stop.
Nowadays, everyone had been talking bout...girls. Since the last relationship which ended quite some time ago, i never really seriously thought bout it before. But now, getting to know a girl is really tough. Trust me, at this age of mine, it is TOUGH. Unless u have SUPER good looks or SUPER talent, girls wont even look at you. It is absolutely true. It is reality. Perhaps it does not apply to all girls, but pardon me if u felt offended. I'm definitely not trying to be a sexist here. =)
Alright, that's all for my thoughts..
What is music without sounds?
Let's Rock!
8:46 PM
