Sunday, August 31, 2008

Finally, this day has come.
31st August 2008.
It's the last day of august, finally. This month has been a really hectic one, full of sailings and exercises, and nothing fun has happened. I think from my 20 yrs of living experience, this is the worst month of the year. (let alone the chinese calender - its the 7th month)
maybe it does reflect abit on the bad-doings of the month after all.
However a sad news came - my fren wants to sign on with the airforce. I think its a really wrong choice to pen down your future in the military career. From my opinion, u can find better jobs outside. So why do u wanna sign ur life away?
Stayreal, i bought 3 t-shirts from them. It is really nice, the style has got its own meanings. Yup definitely real ones. xD
Alright, September will be a better month, chalets and outings to go. Zouk and parties. Nice!
Let's Rock!
4:58 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008

Should i just run away?
Sometimes, i just felt that it is pointless to think about it. Given my character and yours, we are both so alike. However, it is your work that pulls our distance away.
And, you did let me see somethings that discouraged and disappointed me.
I dont know why you're so far awayBut I know that this much is trueWell make it throughAnd I hope you are the one I share my life withAnd I wish that you could be the one I die withAnd I pray in youre the one I build my home withI hope I love you all my lifeI dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understandIf Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms? One side of me is telling me to give it up, the other tells me to stay. What should i do?
Why do i fall for you in the first place? Why?
I hope i wont get disappointed again.
Let's Rock!
10:03 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008

Once again, the fire of passion has reignited.
Just like the Olympic torch in Beijing, the fire of passion has kinda reignited in my heart again.
I've gained passion for playing basketball again. This time round, it is out of my own initiative instead of peer influence like what happened 5 yrs ago.
5 yrs ago, when i was still in secondary 3, i was being influenced greatly by my peers to play this sport. Though i looked clumsy and dumb, i took 2 months to get the basics up. Finally when i stepped out for a competition, the fuel gets ignited.
It all happened involuntarily, and unknowingly.
But for now, i felt this beat again. The rush of the hot blood into my veins to play that damn ball, not the one underneath but basketball. I felt this time i could do alot better with my years of experiences, not many but just enough.
My final aim now is to defeat the players that we've never defeated before - ourselves.
guess i was just being too aggressive. -.-
Let's Rock!
10:35 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008

Last week had been pretty busy, outings and stuffs filled the week. However, it is not that interesting. =X
Yup, i have just got the album from saosin which is already out in 2006. It's pretty nice, especially the drum beats in the songs. Though quite hardcore, i wonder how they can survive a concert with such BPMs.
I just like rock bands. They give me the urge to join in to play with them. It's a nice feeling to be part of a band and play music together. Teamwork is a good factor in this, and i absolutely agree that a good band is a band with good teamwork.
And... i came across this form. It is the worse kind of form in any kind.
1) APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS
Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband: __________
I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period:
Date: ____
Time of departure: ____
Time of return NOT to exceed: _____
Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my mobile after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol allowance. I understand that even if permission is granted to go out, my girlfriend/fiancé/wife retains the right to be pissed off with me the following week for no valid reason whatsoever.
Amount of alcohol allowed (units) Beer ___ Wine ___ Liquor ___ Total ___
Locations to be visited: From: ____ To: ____
Females with whom conversation is permitted: _____
IMPORTANT – STRIPPER CLAUSE: Not withstanding the female contact permitted above, I promise to refrain from coming within one hundred (100) feet of a stripper or exotic dancer. Violation of this Stripper Clause shall be grounds for immediate termination of the relationship.
I acknowledge my position in life. I know who wears the trousers in our relationship, and I agree it’s not me. I promise to abide by your rules & regulations. I understand that this is going to cost me a fortune in chocolates & flowers. You reserve the right to obtain and use my credit cards whenever you wish to do so. I hereby promise to take you on an unlimited shopping spree, should I not return home by the approved time. On my way home, I will not pick a fight with any stranger, nor shall I conduct in depth discussions with the said entity. Upon my return home, I promise not to urinate anywhere other than in the toilet. In addition, I will refrain from waking you up, breathing my vile breath in your face, and attempting to breed like a (drunken) rabbit.
I declare that to the best of my knowledge (of which I have none compared to my BETTER half), the above information is correct.
Signed - Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband: ____
Request is: APPROVED / DENIED (deleted one)
This decision is not negotiable. If approved, cut permission slip below and carry at all times.
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Permission for my boyfriend/fiancé/husband to be away for the following period of time:
Date: ___ Time of departure: ___ Time of return: ___
Signed – Girlfriend/Fiancé/Wife: _______
2) APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE GIRLS
Name of Girlfriend/Fiancé/Partner/Wife: ____
Reason: I’m going out.
Signed: (me) _____________________________
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i think it is quite
biased isn't it?
Let's Rock!
3:16 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008

Happy National Day!
Singapore is now 43 yrs old. Another year has passed and many stuffs changed.
However i wasn't able to celebrate this big event at all. I was doing my job in protecting Singapore so that the celebrations can go on peacefully.
sounds weird.This job isn't easy at all.
It will continue till the end of this month, so i have to cancel all my plans till then. Sadly to say, i dont have a choice too.

Just another 4 yrs ago when Greece hosted their Olympic games at Athens, now is China's turn to give their show.
Beijing 2008. It started yesterday on the 8th of August 2008. So the digits are 080808. It does sound auspicious in Chinese but that doesn't includes me.
Anyway, hope the athletes will give off their best and do our country proud by bringing back more medals than before.
Make Peace, Not War.
Let's Rock!
12:35 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Adding on to the earlier posts,
my unlucky star is still shining brightly today.
i just came back from sailing. Totally exhausted.
On my way home, i was lucky to hitch a ride from one of my colleagues. End up alighting at punggol park. However, when the bus came, i realised that i had forgotten to take my wallet with me.
Damn me, how can i be so forgetful?
So i end up walking all the way home from punggol park because i didnt had a cent with me for even taking a bus.
I had news of being activated for this Saturday, which is National Day. To think doing duty on this day already sucks totally, let alone sailing out. Damn... >.And, there's no news of how many days we are being activated. Zzzzz...
Though there are still effectively 6 months left on the calender before leaving this dreadful place, life still goes on.
Lesson: Suck thumb and serve.
Let's Rock!
6:46 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008

On this day the 4th of August 2008A.D, i declare myself as the most unlucky person on earth.
Since morning, nothing has been smooth flowing. Firstly, when i came onboard ship for work, i realised that my key to my locker is missing - which is a big bad news of the start of the day. After which, i went around finding that damn key around the ship, sacrificing my precious rest time.
However, there's still no result. I, therefore gave up and went on with work. This time round the torch lantern gave me off by falling on the ground, becoming bits and pieces. That, costs me $20 and there goes my money of the week.
A happy-go-lucky me did put it down, but weather did play me out too. I was on the heli-deck dismantling the stand when the weather gave way and suddenly turned heavy. i was drenched.
How nice the timing was.
Maybe today i didnt pray hard enough for a good day.
There's sailing tomorrow, I'm going out with a locked locker, maybe i should just break it to save trouble. =X
I still want to find my key. T.T
Let's Rock!
8:46 PM