Sunday, November 04, 2007
tml will be my new journey on board ship. many many uncertainties lies ahead. and many many things will happen. life will be very different again. hope i can adapt to that new lifestyle and hope time will quickly pass.
at this time when im typing all these, i felt quite screwed up inside. its the same feelings that i've delt with exactly 4mths ago when i passed out from BMT. and exactly 2mths ago from JRC. its the same feeling all over again. pple call it the 'blue' feeling. wonder why among all colours they picked blue instead. lmao.
okay, guess i will tend to miss alot of things here. i will miss my family, my friends, my guitar, my drumsticks, my lappy, my outings, my home. life will be tough outside but i guess i will be tougher. cuz im really stubborn ever since the day i was born. nevertheless, just hope this 'stubbornness' will stay with me throughout the last one and half yrs ahead till i ORD.
alright, these few days i haven been sleeping well. haha cuz played too much games till late night. shall go sleep now. good night! oyasuminasai~!
jia you everyone! may ur dreams come true. =)
Let's Rock!
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