Saturday, July 14, 2007
loooks like this week's blog post isn't gonna be nice to read. lol have lots of things or rather complains to say. but suddenly my mind just went blank and all the complains i had on my mind for the last week has gradually went to the back of my head. =P
anyway, last week was really moody and lots of aggression and impatience coming out from me. i was really frustrated at the things and the system the Navy has. to put it in a nice way, i should say that the system is really 'loopholeless' and very inflexible. i dont know why they should confine us for the saturday just for one physical training lesson when they can easily take time to conduct on weekdays. i just dont know why they must eat up all of our free time to do all these things. since we had so much time during our weekdays, why not they plan the physical training on weekdays instead? just dont understand...
anyway, my weekend for this week is really a short one. less than 20 hours left before i book in for the lame duties. -.- we are really quite unlucky. really unlucky. why must our duties fall in weekends? especially our precious sundays. we hardly have time outside and they just like to take all that free time from us. even my friday evening..where everyone else books out..we stayed in our cabins rotting and not doing anything. i just wanna have my simple wish of booking out even for a few hours just to have dinner with my close friends.
having been 3 weeks in there, i finally see through the real colours of the life there. it doesnt seem great as it seems. its just another place which deprives us of freedom. a place which brings sorrow. a place where we were being treated .. like free labours. so what if i complain? it will still stay the way it is..too bad im just another lowest life form there..even an ant has more freedom than me. =S what can i do? i just had to grit my teeth and endure for the next 5 weeks or so..ENDURE!
ps: im really quite pissed off with the life i had now.
Let's Rock!
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