Saturday, March 03, 2007
I've taken my results. Im at a lost now. I've so many questions in my head and im really confused right now. I've no place to go. haiz. lots and lots of problems.
this is the 2nd major blow in my life. weilong is half dead now. weilong doesnt know what he should do now. the conscientious weilong is dying. pls save him. alright, i dono what to say now, and even more dono what to feel after getting my results. should i feel sad? i dono. i felt dumb feeling sad but i cant help it. i've learnt to face up to reality and i really have no place to go. 2 whole years in SRJC, full of regrets. there isnt real fun in there afterall. and the saddest thing in my life is that i've chosen the wrong path completely. perhaps A lvl isn't suitable for me afterall. perhaps im not cut out to be a mugger. all is done. its all too late. this year will be another horrible and hellish year for me. 2007 isn't going to be great. life sucks completely.
well, im not going to die. or rather i will not die so easily. im now thinking of my future. wad should i be in the future? how should i carry on from here? i've fallen once, pls dont let me fall again. It hurts....totally....
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