Friday, January 12, 2007
Time passes really fast. In a blink of an eye, my frens are in the army already. Haiz..fewer pple to share jokes with le. Life will be more boring than before. i hope we wont lose contact ba. lols. anyways i have alot of things to say but guess my memory is bad. can hardly remember what i want to type le. feeling quite down today maybe becuz i feel that ppl who are close to me are leaving me one by one. tats saddening. i've learnt to cherish le. why do u wanna take my frens away from me? now i truly know the exact meaning of cherish. cherish everything. nothing is taken for granted. there's no free lunch in this world. i've to work for what i want. Guess the childish old me who takes everything for granted is long dead. Perhaps some of it still survives so that i wont be a so 'boring' person. lols. anyways, i still have my bunch of cliques who is really nice and fun to be with. haha and i also know a new friend who is on the same boat as me, from head to toe. its hard to find pple like this nowadays cuz no 2 things happen at the same time.
Anyway, i was just wondering why there's love in this world. perhaps it exists so that mankind wont start killing each other? i just know that without love, life will be kinda meaningless. everyone will behave like robots and start killing each other without feelings. this is what i know for now, perhaps in time to come i can get to know more. lol Love is definitely complicated. Feelings are definitely fragile. i think this is the stage of life where i need to know all these. maybe? lol not too sure myself. my fren told me to get back my confidence and stop thinking so much. yea i agree. it sure takes alot of time and effort to do this. Talking about confidence, it plays a critical role in pple's everyday lives. it helps a person do accomplish what he or she desires. with confidence, one can tell others that 'i am the strongest, come challenge me with all u got and i doubt u can beat me.' its pretty powerful weapon in the society.
My fren also told me that im behaving quite strangely and unnaturally these few days, no these few weeks. i think is because i still haven get back to my old self. pls give me time. sorry for being so dull to u all. i need time to change back. i hope it wont take very long. although my memory is bad but there are certain things that i cant forget easily.
its a pretty long blog today. hahs. but its writing about how i feel nowadays. so i'll be back to blog again. ja na
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